Where have I been?
I’ve been right here. I’ve been busy working…
Too busy to write?
Well it’s complicated. Yes and No.
Yes I have been, but No I just can’t go on not writing.
That’s the longest “break” I’ve taken I think. (hmmm - insert that cute little thinking emoji here)(now I have to count to be sure)(I mean I am a “numbers person” after all)(ok, I started to try to count and I’m letting that math go)(progress!)
It definitely felt like forever since I’ve written. And I don’t want to ever go that long again.
Pretty interesting…I have a similar entry to this - I miss this…Blog entry Seventy Nine. Yikes, that’s 42 entries ago…and I’m sorta back at the same place…
What were my thoughts on this topic then? They are the same thoughts I have now…
Did I come to any big revelation back then? Sorta. I wrote that I cannot give up baking and writing. They are part of my calling and cannot be let go of.
My conclusion was this…
Yes God, please help me walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have called me. I need your help with this God. Please help me honor and glorify you.
However, there is one big change. I have not been baking since the hurricanes last year. I won’t get into the reasons, but I have taken a break. And honestly I am happy with the break. Will I bake again? Of course 1000%…I’m a baker…
My baking ministry was a calling of God for that time in my life…and I cherish it. For now it is something I treasure, but I’ve taken a break and I have peace with it. I’m happy about what it was for a time in my life and that’s about all I can know at the moment going into the future. It was a huge blessing to me and very healing. Baking is part of my journey with God and will always be special to me.
Writing…is that something I can let go? No. No. No. A thousand times No.
I just cannot.
I just cannot.
So what do I do?
I don’t fully know to be honest. If you are a long time reader, then you know many times I have questions but no answers…
I do love my work in real estate as well and that is my profession.
Soooooooo anyway…
That’s it.
That’s all I know.
I know I cannot under any life circumstances give up writing.
Romans 11:29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.
And for today, that’s all I need to know.
I think I’ll end the entry here.
So perhaps I should change the title of this entry.
Where am I going?
So here it is.
Blog entry One Hundred Twenty One
Follow God and Bake from your Heart,
Kendra